今天，伤心欲绝，悲痛万分的一天。。。
早上，问妈妈:MIiMi，倪何唔何意卑返过电话藕？他冷冷地答了我一句：If u duno how 2 control urself n ur hp so no phone 4 u in the rst of ur life...not even in the future...冷冷的一句话，抛下我冷冷的身体在冷冷地流血。。。
下午，给bluetooth讲了几句，虽然是笑着骂。。。但一字一句依然刺进我的心头
下课：爱人问我：巡察员，剪了头发啊?我答：哦，你又懂？他说：当然啦，我每天都在注意你嘛。拜拜，爱死你。然后她就嘟起嘴muackz一声就走了，心，仿佛找到了一点点的精神支柱。可是，上英文，yiying跟我讲了一件事，而且还是跟那个8婆有关（哪个我最恨得人莫过于你曾经最爱的人）伤心到，一刀刺进去也没有那般的痛。。。放学够伤心啦。。。回到家‘埋’在方内部想出来，选择逃避。结果爸爸，催我下楼吃饭。下到楼。给他骂:'在上面酱久，掉进马桶还是给浴缸的水淹死了？’又一把刀插进心头。。。吃饭，平时都是爸爸帮我挑鱼骨的，今天他水边帮我借鸡块若就算，一大堆骨等我自己挑...有一把刀。。。去补习，在车看家好月圆，Bosco出现了，天生一对的钟嘉欣和林峰即将被Bosco拆散了，我的林峰。。。相爱的总不能在一起吗？有一把刀。。。到了补习，算啦，反正都不开心了老半天。。。不如放纵自己，疯狂一下也不错，结果决定疯狂到底，不理老师的责骂，疯狂为主，很不小心看到那两个人一起来补习，又一把刀，可是已经习惯了，也不去在乎了，继续疯狂，使命疯狂，不停疯狂，疯狂了再疯狂。。心已经

NOWADAYS!!~~

ONCE UPON A TIME!!~~~~

PHOTO btween us had broken,memories btwn us had limited til tis stage n my heart hd juz beaten 4 u til tis second...T_T...

Refused 2 control my sadness...LUCKILY din burst into tears in such a deep night or i'm goin' 2 wake my whole family....my tears rowling beneath my eyes..hestitating whether shall it drop or not..at last the tear's decision is DROP..it dropped down n....FORMED CRYING...a CRYING ME occur..FINALLY...

Spent 1 whole night viewing ur FB profile...viewing at av older posts,av post,av status,av comment view it one by one... til finish VIEWING the WHOLE profile til it mentioed NON OLDER POST SHOWN!!ALMOST VIEW TIL 4.00A.M....stil haf english tt,drawing class n ballet the next day...PANDA EYES oso deep til nose jor(juz kidding)

I realized tat u reali LIKE lcy a LOT!!i cant figure out whether izit stil the same now or isin't ...i DUNO..only u wil noe...but i can make sure tat u reali LIKE her A LOT LAST TIME>>now...duno...

ur status:[希望今年的生日我们俩能一起度过。。。]真的被感动到了，可惜不是对我说。。。Duno y tis status concerned me remember the most deeply..DUNO Y...

n sumore FB question:[wat can make u happy]i'm not sure jack or leo kelvin answer tis but the answer is[call yehhang kiss him]then u commented lcy oso can de¬¬¬¬¬¬¬

although i noe it isn't ur fault ...i dint blame on u 4 anything ...i reali didn't...all these were PAST TENSE(regarding2wat u told me)(i duno whether u cheated my feeling or not)(but i had chosen2trust u bcuz i love you)>>>but my heart stil dropping tears///SADDING...my HEART HAD GONE SICK..SICK OF LOVE...my NERVOUS system had got problem with it..LOVE WIRE sot jor...til whole body system cant control n cry til LIKE A LOONY...like a MAD FELLOW¬¬¬

Who invent the word SAD???...i wana 2 blame on him/her..Y invented tis words[SAD]

I reali need some action or some words frm u tat can make me 100% trust on u....can touches my heart til i CRY...i reali NEED...but the problem is will u spend such a long time (like wat i did2u by viewing ur whole profile) 2 read my blog??tis is the problem....

U called me juz now:reali ontime...the moment i wana 2 post the status u called me...i'm wondering how can u read my mind?
It should b happy 4 me 2 recieving ur call at first i did but at last i failed...
wat u were talking were juz the 2 words...[ran hou,you zen yang]orelse jau say wats[wo bu xiang ting,ni bu yao jian]wat NUTS are these?can u talk these words 2 some1 u care?bsides u dun care him/her or u wont say these words but most unluckily u said it 2 ME!HEART BLANG~BLANG!BLANG~ALL BROKEN!!\
i told u i lost my DS...u said my room obviously is very messy...i told u yar..but actually i got sumthing2 blurt out but i dint dare~i wana2tell u NO MATTER how messy my room does,NO MATTER how much things i lost,the most important FACT is i will NVR lost 2 things n its the 2letter u wrote 2 me....i reali wana 2 tell u tis but bcuz of ur[ni fang jian luan bu shi wo de cuo hor]i reali dun wana 2 say jor..better dun say...
I prefer keep avthing i wana2tell u cuz ur[wo bu xiang ting,ni bu yao jiang]ruin my mood n make me dun wana2talk much 2 u jor~~~=(..T_T T_T///

MENTALLY or PHYSICALLY BRAINLESS

Wish 2 hold a HEART wif u 2gether...

HOPE tat could reali HUG u 1 day~~

HOPE we can be so LAM...n happy ever after~~

ALL these are jux wat i HOPE...which nvr could happen...

I cant figure out whether i'm PHYSICALLY or MENTALLY brainless but wat i can make sure is BECAUSE OF U~~~becuse of loving u~~because of missing u~~

I had became absolutely brainless

frm up 2 down,

frm top 2 bottom,

frm front 2 back,

frm right 2 left,

frm shoulder 2 ankle,

n the most important is FRM HAIR TO TOE(MY WHOLE BODY)!!!HAD BEEN BRAINLESS~~

I'm obviously definitely BRAINLESS when missing u~~

ZERO BRAIN~~bcuz of loving u~~

U ruin my life...so MUCH...It's all bcuz I LOVE YOU too much n too deep...

WHEN U HURTED ME N I FEEL LIKE BREAK

Sometimes,i reali think of...will it better 4 me 2 abolisdh LOVE frm my mind~abolish relationshipbtween boys n girls frm my mind...abolish the words 'DSTING'frm my mind...only think of FRENS~will i satisfied?
I noe i can't do it...n i wont satisfed with it...
its obviously IMPOSSIBLE 4 me 2stop loving HIM!!
STOP LOVING HIM??
NVR COULD BE!
No matter had we break or not...
No matter how deep u hurt me...
No matter how u 'fly'me when v break...
No matter how much sadness u bring 2me...
No matter how bad u ruin my life...
My answer will nvr change,it will be
IMPOSSIBLE 4me 2 stop loving him~

REGRET~!!

I reali regret tat how come i'm so diputs~last timme?after broke wif HIM(ex)...i deleted ALL post in my blog tat related 2 him...
how diputs,toidi n yrarc i am!SAYA INI BETUL BETUL TAK ADA OTAK
MENTALLY BRAINLESS ME!!!How can I deleted ALL POST related 2him~???ALL MEMORIES HAD ALREADY GONE~I will nvr repeat the same mistake in the future!!
ALL memories in my heart n brain...
ALL post and status in my blog in FB btween me n HIM...I will keep it4ever...
IL'HIM(V)

DA XIAO REN

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it can release ur angryness...
If u dun mind being naive or childish...u can try on it... u may find it is much more better after'da xian ren'~!\
Although it doesnt works much but at least it help 2 cool u down A BIT!